The Suicide Song

I'm your pain in lonely nights
I filled your eyes all time long
I'm the curse you loved the most
Now I'm leaving, as at most worst

I'll fetch a needle, through my vein
I'll cut my neck, open and wide
I'll hang on a twine and end so nice
But that just can't end my wrath so fast

I enjoyed your eyes, lips and hair
I enjoyed your smile and childish talks
But now I'm in love with cigarette smoke
And I bathe in beer and tears all long

I feel the freedom of being lonely
I learned the pain of sleepless nights
I know the passion of being hated
But above all, I made it coming

I can never walk with my head up
My pride my glory, spilled on the floor
I got the pain, and that's what my gain
Now I'm leaving in vein, being complete insane